now its my turn to say this,
so near yet so far.



browsing thru friendster
and saw this ad.
which really excites me.


a card with with no minimum income requirement.
best for tertiary student!!
well, i saw citibank market this card outside Dover Mrt tht day.
and i AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ON CLOUD 9.
being begging dad for it.
and now, i manage to secure tht web for him to browse.
waiting for his agreement (:
and this card partners up with many stores i patronise .
*woots*
Delifrance.
Fish & Co. (shall try one day)
Famous Amos.
Gelare!!!
Haggen Dazs
Jack Place
Just Noodles !!!!!!
nydc
OUT OF THE PAN!!!! (freakinghell, i miss CREPES)
Cafe Cartel
TCC!!!!!!!!! (oh my freaking god!!)
Cathay Cineplex! *woots*
Flash & Splash
Fresh Imp
Heeren Shops.
NUM!!!
the rest ....hmm SONY ERICSON stuff/gadgets and more.
LOOK UP URSELF.
muhahahahahahhahahaha!!



stomach upset for the past 12 + 5 = 17 hours.
oh man!
burning sensation.
): ): ): ): ): ):
wat the..
i dont even know what wrong with my body nowadays.
hmph!
a moment ago, i was freezing cold on bed.
now i am freakin hot / perspiring from top to toe.
aww!!



did a research on bulimia & anorexia.
they said i might be suffering from one of those.
but the symptons ARE NOT WHAT I AM EXPERIENCING.
): ): ): ): ): ):
People with anorexia have an intense fear of being fat. When a person has anorexia, he or she hardly eats at all — and the small amount of food that is eaten becomes an obsession. A person with anorexia may weigh food before eating it or compulsively count the calories of everything. It is not unusual for a person with anorexia to also exercise excessively in an attempt to lose weight.
SEE THIS.
I KNOW IT MYSELF THT I M THIN. I WANT TO PUT ON WEIGHT.
SO I AM NOT SUFFERING FROM ANOREXIA.



Bulimia is a bit different from anorexia because the person with bulimia doesn't avoid eating. Instead, he or she eats a large amount of food then gets rid of it quickly by vomiting or taking laxatives.
OK! I DIDNT DIG MY THROAT TO ALLOW THIS FOOD FALLS.
THEY FALL OUT BY THEMSELVES.
aww!!


Warning Signs
Anorexia:
-drops weight to about 20% below normal (i drop by 1 kg)
-denies feeling hungry (sometimes)
-exercises excessively (bowling!!)
-feels fat (NO!)
-withdraws from social activities (NO!)


Bulimia:
-makes excuses to go to the bathroom immediately after meals (i nv! it is the drain/grass patch)
-eats huge amounts of food, but doesn't gain weight (happens all along after my puberty)
-uses laxatives or diuretics (what's tht)
-withdraws from social activities (NO!)



so what am i classified as???
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i think i am just suffering from exam stress ; believe it or not.
i told JingLi tht other day at work
i told Fate.
i told him.
i told YANN.
i told Lingwei.
it is always around this time tht i vomit after meal.
Dr Koh said she is suffering from exam stress (:




back to work.
shall go mug my accounts.
hais.
hopefully i can get them in my brain.
*stomach groaned*
my breakfast! (:
cheesecake!!
ACCOUNTS.




my body is turning hay-wire.
just like how its owner is going to.
i miss you.